I met with my old friend from high school yesterday. the conversation very much like:

my old friend: blah...blah..blah...
Me:                 blah...blah...blah...

(after he ask so many question, then conversation went to:

My old friend: So, eddie how much do you get pay with your company now ?
Me:                 Well, not much.
My old friend: well, I've been with my company about 4 years now. they only pay me $55/ hour.
Me:                  what do you meant ONLY. how much do you get a month ?
MY old friend:  only....about $10,000-12,000
My old friend: Well yach.... I suppose got more than that.
Me:                 Are you serious.
My Old friend: yep....yepp..yep..
Me: ................You know what ?   i need to go home My baby and wife waiting for me. ( just an excuse because i don't want him to ask me about other stuff.)

To be honest I was jealous but in positive way. Because that meeting I determine to do what i have to do. eq: go back to school or whatever. My major in business he's in medical field.  

That's why I need to encourage myself:
 
 I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me ( Philippians 4:13)